I'm Sick..............bad timing!
Mood:  lazy
Now Playing: " There's No business like Show business" from u know WHAT movie!
Haven't updated this thing in a while....so heres what's basically been going on. Busy busy busy gettin down to showtime w/ "Annie Get Your Gun" Me and sam had our cast dress rehearsal on Tuesday, and I think it went really well! It wuz the first time everything came together just right. We're all lookin forward to the show TOMORROW NIGHT!!!
ahhh....Ne ways, that leads me to today. I'm home, SICK....great timing for that huh? It started on Monday. On tuesday somehow I wuz able to sing though....and actually decent for me I thought. But it wuz strange, b/c as soon as I got home after the great night, I started feeling sick again. It wuz like I overcame it for 3 lousy hours, and then got worse. I woke up wednesday feeling like shit. Which leads me to today, one day before the show, I'm home and havent talked all day. I'm getting a lil worried. So tonight and tomorrow, I need to really take care of my voice, and I guess hope for the best.
On another note. Before getting sick, I had an awesome weekend. My babe wuz with me Saturday thorough monday. It wuz great! We went to church and went to poyes for the night on Saturday which wuz fun, and then Sunday we came home and he cooked breakfast for me, and then we ventured out in mommy's van, went into washington, to the mall and stuff. Sunday night we rented movies, and cuddled till early monday morning. Monday we had to sit at the dentists office forever...while my whole family got their teeth cleaned. lol. Then we came home and just played around, I discovered that his dvd player displays the lyrics to all my karaoke cds, lol I wuz so excited! So I made him sing w/ me for a good while, and then he left the dvd player there for me to use for a while. lol isn't he a sweetie?! I took lots of great pictures of us two silly kids. It wuz all in all a perfect weekend with my "husband"!:) I Love you Shane:)

"Loving Me for Me"
Mood:  amorous
Now Playing: What do u think?! lol
People ask if I'm in love with you (why)
Cause I'm sitting here with your picture
And smiling to myself...
I'm kinda lost in my own thoughts of you
My heart speaks before my mind thinks through
And I blush as I say yes

What a feeling of vulnerability coming over me
And I'm feeling weak and I can't speak
Never thought I'd give in so willingly to a human being
With abilities to set me free
and let me be me
Makes me want to say...

Your lips, your eyes, your smile, your kiss
I must admit it's a part of me...
You please me, complete me, believe me
Like a melody
Your soul, your flow, your youth, your truth is simply proof
We were meant to be
But the best quality that's hooking me
Is that you're loving me for me
Yeah...Is that you're loving me for me

People ask why I'm in love with you
Well, let me start by saying
You got my heart by just being who you are
And what we got is between me and you
It doesn't matter about the money I make
Or what I do, or that I'm a star

Unconditionally you're there for me
Undeniably you inspire me, spiritually, oh so sweet
This is meaningful, it's incredible, pleasurable, unforgettable
The way I feel

Its so amazing how something so sweet
Has come and rearranged my life
I've been kissed by destiny
Oh, heaven came and saved me
An angel was placed at my feet
This isn't ordinary, he's loving me for me

Stripped of all make up, no need for fancy clothes
No cover ups, push ups
With him, I dont have to put on a show
He loves every freckle,
every curve,
every inch of my skin
Fulfilling me entirely, taking all of me in
He's real, he's honest...he's loving me for me.

*Christina Aguilera*

Hmmm.....Decent day I guess
Mood:  chillin'
Well today was alright. The two hour delay wuz the ONLY reason I wuz able to get out of bed at all. I love sleep! lol Ne ways, no chemistry today....YAY!!! I love Mrs. Laslo dearly, but the whole concept of chemistry is so blah most of the time, I'm only in the mood for it sometimes...and thats very rarely during 2nd/3rd pd. Ne way, my day was pretty laid back. I really didnt do too much at all, and it went quick. I absolutely HAVE to start my graduation project this week. I first have to choose a topic. lol. I'm horrible w/ that stuff this year. So much to do, and I wait till the last minute every time! I've been thinkin about colleges and stuff a lot lately, and looking at some information. I hope to know where I'm headed by the end of this summer. But right now, I'm not really thinkin into it too hard. Just tryin to get everything done that I gotta do, and have fun! Tonight, I'm headed over Apphia's again to work out. I didnt do NE THING but sit around all weekend w/ shane....so I'll prob work extra hard today, cuz it'll feel good. I gotta cheer at the girls game tonight, and then hopefully go to musical practice. Busy busy busy. I'm anxious to see what shane's MRI said today. I'm prayin that he possibly DOESNt need surgury....but it looks to be that way. We'll see....k, well g2g get ready.

Injury.............:(
Mood:  down
Well, it's monday. This weekend went SO fast as usual. I've been kinda down lately I guess you could say. Shane dislocated his knee again! Same situation as last football season except this time it wuz wrestling. I feel so bad! He's in a lot of pain right now, and probably will be gettin surgury again. So I've been spending time w/ him, doin just about the only thing we can, sit around the house....and usually sleep. He's takin pain pills and obviously they knock him out pretty fast. It's rough, but it shouldn't be so bad once he gets the surgury. Then its just a matter of healing. If only I could just make it go away..............I like to always make everything Perfect! and well...this one is kinda beyond my control. 4 now though, hey...at least I'm catchin up on some good quality TV w/ my babe right? lol I'm always on the go, doin somethin at every hour of the day...so taking care of him is actually a nice lil break where we can both just do NOTHING. I'm here 4 ya sweetie...I'm sorry life keeps dealin u such bad luck w/ this. Hope ur on ur feet again really soon! And until then....u got a couch buddy right here! hehe Muah!

It's been a while!
Mood:  hug me
Well, I havent been keepin up w/ this thing at ALL since I made it. Lets see....a lot has happened. Christmas and New Years were absolutely amazing! This wuz the best winter break I've EVER had...maybe b/c of a particular sum1......hmm....nah! lol

Lately life is kinda blah though. The play this year is goin pretty well, but we have so much work to do still, and not much time. That and cheerleading basically consumes my entire week. I'm currently jobless b/c of this which makes me just about poor...lol but weekends are always good now that I dont have work.

Tomorrow is the last day of the 1st semester. I can't BELIEVE the year is halfway over. That makes me happy, just as it makes me sad...for the obvious reasons.

Me n my gurlie just started a workout program which is a lotta fun. I'm debating whether or not to run track this year.....its either Workin to save money or Track which will be fun. hmmmm................

I really really REALLY am looking forward to this weekend. I could use some good ol' Shane time 4 sure. Just gotta get through tonight and tomorrow though... i think i can, i think i can....lol

Ok well g2g, workout/musical practice pretty soon.

I WILL be updating...so check back:)

The Better Part of Me
Mood:  lyrical
~The way you speak so softly
The way you say my name
~The tender way you touch me
I'll never be the same.
~No one has ever moved me
To give my heart so completely;
~The Part I held so tightly to
You took from me so sweetly.

~You move me like no other
There just aren't words to describe;
~The way your heart has touched mine
And the way I feel inside
~The times that I am with you
And when I feel so whole;
~You are my anchor in life's storms
You keep me in control.

~So keep the very heart of me
and treat it tenderly;
~You Are the reason that I live;
You're the better part of me.

Great Weekend!
Mood:  lucky
This weekend was Puuurfect!

Friday night I went w/ Shane, Phia, and Andy to see the Finals of the "Wake up your Dreams" competition. I was really impressed with a LOT of the performances. The girl that won, was awesome! It kinda makes me mad at myself that I didnt compete. I know my throat wuznt in top condition...but I wish I woulda just sucked it up and gone through with it. Oh well, I guess there's always next year. Ne ways, after that we went to the waffle house and back to Andy's where we just hung out for a while. That Shane Miller.....he's really somethin special!

Saturday I had a lot of time on my hands. So what did this lil angel do??? I CLEANED MY ROOM!!! No....really, I did! I found a lot of really old stuff under my bed that was interesting. So, I actually spent most of my time just looking through old journals and pictures. It's so funny to look back at what was important to me in 6th grade! Life back then was so silly, but fun. I definetley think we've grown up a bit!!!
Saturday night Shane came over and we just hung out and listened to music all evening. It was good to be close to him....as always! I think he's the best way for me to unwind at the end of the day. We ended up falling asleep in each others arms again. And as soon as he left...I was out for the night!

Sunday I woke up and didn't feel very well at all. I've been sick for a while..but my throat seems to get worse every day! So ne ways, that got me out of going to church that morning. I just rested most of the morning. and finished up my cleaning. Oh yes, and of course watched the Steelers! They had me a bit scared towards the beginning there...but It's all good. We still got this! Ne ways, when Shane got off work he picked me up and we went to his house for a bit. We had dinner n stuff and then went to the movies to see "National Treasure". I liked this movie a lot cuz it kept you guessing till the very end. You should defintely go see it! Ne ways, me and Shane got to spend some more time together after the movie, b4 it was time to take me home. I slept really well last night again! You ever meet someone that you simply can NEVER get enough of?! Theres nothing in the world like that feeling....its truely amazing!

So THIS is a blog! hmm....
Mood:  chillin'
Well I wuz just messin around on here, and I never tried to create one of these things.....so what the hell! Here it is! This first entry is just a test.....but I figure I'll update pretty often..as I ALWAYS have something to say about Something! So, keep readin, theres more to come!